Hi, my name is Glory and I started this blog with no real plan. I knew that if i waited long enough then i would overthink it and never really start. This is practically the story of my life. Not my whole life, but most of it. I'm what you would call an "over-person" (I totally made that word up). I've always been overweight, I overshare, and now, I'm an over-thinker. I even just hesitated putting that I'm overweight because I felt like it would sound too self- deprecating (does it?). I think it's time for a change. I think way too much about things and they just never happen. Life is way too short for that.
So now, I'm challenging myself.
I'm just going to do stuff anyway. No thinking too much or worrying, just doing.
Now for a mini "about me". I'm 17 and I'm an online school student (online, not homeschooled). This means i'm usually always at home and I'm always bored. Now most people would use all the free time I have to start really cool hobbies, but simply can't be bothered to do that because I feel like when I start things I never complete them. It's very contradicting, I know, how can i even attempt to finish anything if I don't even attempt to start it. So now you know, I tend to think about things more than actually doing them.
I'm going to be trying things that I normally would over-think myself out of doing. Okay, nothing totally bizarre like riding the highest rollercoaster or telling people to sing happy birthday to me in public. It'll just be small things, it may be considered "everyday" things to average person. However, it'll be through my own eyes and brain, which is very interesting to say the least.
My goal is to just act and not think. Well, of course some thinking, I'm not a robot, but just not too much thinking to where it makes me back out.
To me, doing stuff means just getting out of my comfort zone. Doing things that make me ever so slightly uncomfortable or awkward. I always feel like I make too many "social" mistakes but who's making up the social rules anyway! I try too hard to get every thing right or be perfect when its okay to make mistakes because no one is perfect. This is everyone's first time living and we're all just learning as we go and this is me learning. Even if it's something random or seemingly pointless, I still want to do it anyway.
I'm not sure what the outcome of this will be. I've never started a blog and I've barely read any but this is my first attempts at trying something and seeing what happens before thinking about what could happen. I hope you all enjoy the journey.
Well, I guess I'm doing stuff now.
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